And now I realize...
That even when you're here,
You're gone.
We're not connected,
not by heart strings anymore.
Whether you're right by my side,
or all the way in Italy...
There's nothing to hold onto.
Nothing to beg on my knees for.
If this is what people search for,
why even search at all?
There's nothing that won't break you,
break your heart.
Nothing worth crying for.
So close your eyes,
fly away without a goodbye.
And I'll leave a piece of me,
a piece in that dull port.
It's never easy losing.
And when you come back,
if you do...
Don't be sure you'll find me.
There's a note on my pillow.
I almost hope it breaks yo
Moments Can Last a Lifetime by Broken101, literature
Literature
Moments Can Last a Lifetime
My favorite moment,
was the moment I had to let you go.
Not because I was glad
But because I knew you were free
I counted down the days
For you and for me
For me,
I was counting to the end.
For you,
I was counting to life
And even though you're gone
I find happiness
Not because you're gone
But because I know you're happy
And that's all I ever wanted
Emptiness echoes through me
The silence is almost too much to bare
My thoughts enveloped in the darkness
My words evaporating into the air
You warmth has all but vanished
Leaving me in a world of nothing but snow
Your voice is engraved upon my heart
Leaving me at my lowest low
What happened to us?
Or am I not allowed to ask?
That would cause you too many problems
That would break your perfect mask
But here we are
As broken as we were before
The darkness can't hold all these lies
And I'm tired of always wanting more
My chains of hate are broken
Your eyes can no longer destroy me
And though the past may beckon,
There's just n
Day in
Day out
This smile is plasted to my face
Not one tear can drop
It can't roll down my face
For emotion like that,
It's forbidden here
Everything must be perfect
Everyone must be happy
But I'm neither of those things
Words fall upon paper
Nothing else would be heard
Tollerated
Everything is fake
Nothing seems reachable here
If you try anything out of line
All you get is a bad reputation
It's not an easy act to uphold
I simply can't do it anymore
My wish in this life?
To be able to be me
The real me
Metal dances upon my fingers
Everything in perfect order
Not a single rhythm out of place
My body sways with the melodic sound
This is natural to me
The sound like music to my ears
A voice soon joins me in harmany
The two sounds intermingle beautifully
You were meant to sing
I was meant for you
We go together
Just how our two standpoints,
So different
Yet mix so well
To make this
Our lullaby
The one you lull me with everynight
It's simply perfect
And I don't mean to brag dear
But so are you
As the notes dift off into the night
This lullby has come to an end
Just tell me we haven't
My eyes scan darkness
I can make out nothing
But my mind's playing tricks again
Even in the darkness I see your face
My hands linger out into the air
I long to feel you again
Yet right when my lips whisper your sin
The face I long to see disappears
My heart sinks into impending darkness
I long to hear your beat once again
But what can we do?
You and I both know there's no turning back
My voice can no longer reach you
I'll waste my last breath trying though
But there's only one thing I want you to know
I am always yours
Amid the routine of life,
there is nothing.
Nothing that the eye can see,
yet a faint sound can be heard.
Something like a murmur,
a faint hum falls upon ears.
This sound,
whether it be of life or death,
is what guides me.
Day by day,
through out this life.
But in the middle of this,
there's still silence.
A silence I cannor bare,
not for a mere second.
Because in this silence,
there only lies doubt and pain.
No hope of a future,
nothing you could ever imagine.
But maybe there is something,
something in this nothing of mine.
As the quite murmur fades away,
the nothing is released.
And though I expect pain,
nothing but
2. Luxary
Even in unpredicted downpours of agony
The plagueful bastards demand highest treatment!
Lets cater to their hair, their clothes
We'll fix them a feast
Death on the plates, their left on their own
The stars have abandoned them too
Its over now, how hard is it to understand
Are you listening or to obsessed with your reflection!
I'll break every mirror and window
Yet you'd use the water, eventually drowning
Nobody will save you!
This world will tear itself apart!
Breathing now, the dead reveal
A disaster to stricken the rich
Specific targeting, dont stop running
The only way to hide is in your death bed
6. Next Year
I've mad it this far in the game of survival
Now there is no way out!
The sky's noose is at my throat!
The ground opens up, swallong whole city's
Darkenss looms, blanketing the earth
Meteors leave their print on the ground
Me and desire, my whore, we lay in our bed of glass
I'm alone here, I'm dying here
Floods pressure us
Winds rip apart buildings
I'm the only survivor, fighting nature now
With her broken neck,
Eyes wide open
Heart stopped
Her screams in my mind
Forever after
My famiyl was taken, so now she is!